The Hefner Brain (PURE125CDS)

CD and 10″ vinyl released 25th February 2002 on Too Pure

When the Angels Play Their Drum Machines (Mothership mix), Dark Hearted Discos, The Baggage Reclaim Song, Can't Help Losing You, All I'll Ever Need

When the Angels Play Their Drum Machines

 

And we drove, on a wet and windy road,
to the coast, to a dirty seaside town,
found a room, in a hotel by the sea,
unpacked our bags, and then she looked at me.
And 'I said, let me, let you, let me down again',
She said 'no'
'let me, let you, let me down again',
She said 'no'
'Please draw the curtains, unplug the phone
Let's mess the sheets and give our hearts a home
We are both adults, our eyes are open wide
Let's push away, the world outside'
Moving to the west end was a big, big, big mistake
We lost all our money and we got mostly heartache
Some nights she would sigh, and place her head upon my lap
And she would cry, I couldn't stop her shaking

 

 

Dark Hearted Discos

 

in the 1980's we had dark hearted disco's

with dark hearted disco queens

they grew up they grew fat

and moved into the city

they made a lot of money there

oh sure, I bet you're right

I bet they weren't happy

oh sweetheart you can be a child

for just as long as you want

its only love don't break your heart

its only faith don't push too hard

cause you've got time and you can start again

its only sex you've got to laugh

god don't exist don't pray too hard

cause you've got time and you can start again

I am old but not wise

and think you can do better

if you've patience and tolerance

there's a walk to a bus, to a train, to the city

there are brave brave people there

some guys they will pick you up, they will let you down

sometimes your best friend will not be around

 

 

The Baggage Reclaim Song

 

before you woke up

and filled your coffee cup

before you cooked your eggs

and went to sleep again

before you got tired

before you got bored

before you gave up

you were young

drinking to get out of your head

sleeping in your best friends bed

taking far too much cocaine and

getting up and doing it again

feeling slightly sick inside

how could you abide

its all so wrong

doing all that's wrong

calling all the black kids names

thinking they all look the same

wondering why the girl who is right

is lying down there beside you

she's got a spark in her eye

bet she's wondering why

she loves you so

she loves you so

before you sobered up

before you got dressed up

before you looked me up and down

you had style and grace

you had a noble face

but Christ you were dumb when you were young

bet you're wondering why

she loves you so

she loves you so

your holiday is over

there's no love anymore

your parents are right

and wont know what to do

your children they will leave you

and surely they wont thank you

Your parents they will die

and you wont know what to do.

Your children they will leave you.

And surely they wont thank you,

or phone you when you're down.

The sun that made you brown wont be bright tomorrow. 

wont be right from tomorrow

wont be right tomorrow

 

Can't Help Losing You

you poured whiskey on my belly in the summer

licked it off and rolled it around your tongue

now you're licking whiskey off another

that's not where your tongue truly belongs

come, come back to me

come, come back to me

cant help losing you, I've tried with all my mind

but you just leave, then come back

then you leave

cant help losing you

you pulled this trick a million times before

you just walk in and out my front door

don't tell me feelings like that die

cant go on without you by my side

love without you is only half a life

rage is making me go blind

come, come back to me

come, come back to me

cant help losing you

I've tried with all my mind

cant help losing you

you've pulled this trick a million times before

you just walk in and out my front door

 

All I'll Ever Need

 

she's a small strong tree

she's 6 o'clock in a factory

she is a strong cup of coffee

she is a coastal town in Spain

she's a riot

she's a road block

she's a book I haven't read

and my girl is beautiful in bed

when I'm unfocused

when I'm hungry

when I don't know where to go

she is alcohol

she is drugs

she's a light left on at home

she is a painting

she's a floor show

and my girl knows all there is to know

growing older

growing tired

need to find a new career

but there's no doubt

in her eyes

there's no substance to my fear

she's a pillow

she's a blanket

she is there to let me be

and my girl is all ill ever need.

 

Other Information

The last 'proper' Hefner release to date. The two question I get asked the most by fans of Hefner are 'Have Hefner split up?', and 'Why did you split up'?. Well the answer to the first question as far as I'm concerned is no. At least I've never said to the other three that I don't want to make another album, but as to when the time will be right for that I'm not sure and if I'm honest I could see a situation where we don't make a record again. Ideally I'd like the suggestion of making another Hefner record to come from somewhere other than me.

So why did we decide to take such an indefinite break after Dead Media? Well after We Love the City things still seemed to be progressing with the shows but this was the first time that things felt static, we went on tour and played the same venues that we had done the year before, and although it was still fun it felt to me at least like it might not be in the near future.

In fact the last few shows we did together might have been the most fun I ever had in the band. Everyone was getting on really well and I have nothing but fond memories, particularly our last show in Spain which was also my birthday (see pictures below), and the last Hefner show in London at the ICA where we played lots of rarities and b-sides. We finally had a good road crew,  the shows were starting to make money, the perfect time to quit!

Another reason for stopping was the new record deal that Too Pure offered us. There simply wasn't enough money to support all four of us, and the decision was made that it would be better to quite with fond memories than to struggle on, under bleaker circumstances. A third reason for finnishing is, well, why not. We did five great albums, around a 100 songs (at a quick guess) 4 European and British tours, one American tour. It's hard for me to believe that we didn't put enough out there for the punters, we did a lot of music.

For our last record I tried to make something a little more akin to the earlier EP's that people liked so much. It was supposed to be a fan thing and I think it's probably stronger than Dead Media. The version of 'When the Angels...' is better than the album version I think, and once again I'm the only Hefner on it. 'Dark Hearted Disco's' and 'The Baggage Reclaim Song' really are the last great Hefner songs and really should be tracked down if you haven't got them already. Both were intended to be on what was going to be the sixth Hefner album which was to be called 'Travel, Go' along with 'Gabriel in the Airport', 'Anne and Bill' and 'The Pines', which ended up as songs for The French, my new band with John. If you wanted to know what the sixth Hefner album might have sounded like it would have been like this. 'Baggage Reclaim' is particularly good and I would put it on any Hefner best of and its the last time all four of us appeared on the same song.

Can't Help Losing You was recorded with Miti and features the brass section. This song sounds like it could be on 'We Love...' . 'All I Ever Need' is a love song, which as good as any other way to finish off.

So until the 'reformation' (which MIGHT happen) or the rarities album (which WILL happen), that's all.

Photos (top two are promo shots for Dead Media, bottom two are photos from backstage at Hefner's last spanish show in Barcelona where we were above the White Strips on the bill!!!)